In other news, I'm going back to college again! I was worried I wouldn't have the money, but some things came up and because fafsa can consider me an independent student, I got some extra money so that I can afford college again. I was terrified about the alternatives because I honestly didn't know where life was taking me. But now I have direction again and life is good.
I still have things that worry me too though. Some of it is in the friends and relationship department, but that doesn't weigh on my mind any more than usual. The biggest worry now is making sure mom gets better with her Chemo treatments. Just after the 4th of July she found out she had a HUGE cyst that had to be removed from her. When they removed it, they realized they had to remove her uterus and ovaries as well as the cyst had destroyed them. The cyst was about a foot by a foot big and it held, I believe, 2 gallons worth of fluid. It ended up rupturing in her one the way out which wasn't too good. We then found out about three weeks ago that she had ovarian cancer. We did catch it in the earliest stage THANK GOD because of that stupid Cyst. So now she is taking Chemo treatments. Bothers me cause she's so young though. My momma's only 45. That pretty young for this crap. Still, they need to do a genetic test now to see if she has a certain thing that could tell whether or not she is at a risk for breast cancer and it can tell if my brother and I have to worry about cancer too. The fact that she has it is cause enough for me to worry, but if she has the genetic markers, then it's an even bigger risk I have to worry about for myself. I could get the ovarian or breast cancer among other things and my brother has a better chance for a couple of cancers too. One being male breast cancer if you can believe that. I found it interesting to know that it can mean a greater risk for male breast cancer. Anywho. That's all for now. Feels good to get this out somewhere. Haven't told many folks about it yet and since a small small amount of my facebook friends are on here, it shouldn't be a big problem.
But yeah, that's my life at the moment minus a few other things.
Oh, but I should mention one more thing. I went to see an Enter the Haggis concert recently. It was awesome! <3 Love those guys. So that's it for now.
Toodles,
~Holly
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